Saturday, March 13, 2010

Even more than anything

Sometimes I hesitate to wear my faith on my sleeve because I still selfishly harbor so much animosity towards Christians who affected my faith and the subsequent decisions I made about how to demonstrate my own love for a God I know is real.  Then there are times like now when my prayers are bouncing off the walls and I know it's of my doing.  And, I can only sit and mourn the fact that I've separated myself because of what others, not the Lord has done.  So before I could chicken out of writing this post because I am afraid of what you think I am typing furiously and making a conscious decision not to care.  Because there is something sad and achy in my heart and I know exactly what is missing. 

1 comment:

The Beachcomber said...

Psalms 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted & saves those who are crushed in spirit.